Your The Reason I'm Broken(:

I hear people say that there in love with the person there with.
The first thing that comes to mind, "do they know what is it..?"
Me; I thought I did..but truthfully I never did, it was the thought,
of having someone love me is what I WAS in love with!
I never knew that taking that love away can CHANGE someone and how they treat people..
I was told that I was a heart breaker and won't love anyone fully because I lost the one I loved...but did I..? did I ever really loved anymore..?
When you say your in love with someone you stay with them..you don't make up reasons to go..because your scared of how you see yourself!
Recently my best friend told me he had feeling for me, once things got hard he left..its funny how that usually happens to ME!:]
I never asked for much, just for you to love me and let me love you..
I want a love with no limits, no reasons to have an end, no misunderstandings, and total compelete understanding!

"No Matter How Much You Love Them, They'll Never Truely Be 100% Yours.." this is more true then anything in the world and it comes from JunJou Romantica..how odd is it that it took a simple show to open my eyes to see that I will never understand those 3 words to the fullest and I long to..

hello world...am I going crazy!

Well seein how I'm on a phone it can't be all nice n colorful..
I guess things are okay... I got my lip pierced n its healin! I've dated more boys than I planned to..!
I miss my...
I loved bein in fl n I miss it! A lot actually! My grandpa is still sick very sick!
I got my Adam CD :D woo! I am gettin my phone soon!<3 but honestly I would trade everythin all in for you..<3
My cat is hella fat! Hehe
I guess this ish just an update on me I don't go on anythin! :)
I will post poems very soon so look out for that n imma wright my own yaoi soon! Keep your eyes open for that! :) n I hope suju doesn't break up! I love them!<3
Bye ...
Kathyboo;;

Life Is Crazy...!

Sometimes I don't understand why things happen..when there suppose to be right..
when you know things are suppose to be okay!!..when you want someone and they want you..
but pull away!..its crazy!! :/
I dont understand why people must feel the pain that they don't deserve..
my bestie told me I was weak!!
funny cuz I am!!..but I lovers her!! :]..she makes me smile n is there to put
up w/ my crap!! she may be bitchy n mean..! but she is the one that is holdin me up..
she comes to see me even if she lives far..
I don't get why must people cry..why must people hurt..?
I just wish I could fly away n never come bck!!..
I mean I hate the fact that I know the things that I do..!!!
I hate the fact that I can't do nothing bout it!!!
I hate yous!!!!! :/..
I wiah...everythin would go away..but forever I will lover you!!!
1437... always!!!
OH!! I LOVERS YOU TRINITY!!!!!!^_^ ur th best n you kno you love me bbyz!! :]] lolz!!!
n Andrew is my love forever!!!
I'm a TWEAKER!!!!! :))))))) lol!!!